Friday, April 20, 2012

ethnography


Brooke McKinnon
Holly Pappas
English 101
May 10, 2012
Ethnography
As for the fact that I chose criminal justice as my theme, there are many different environments that I could go to that would express different natures of the people in that environment. Seeing people who have committed a crime and watching them learn from their mistakes is something that at some points, can't really express much besides feeling. In my past 18 years, I have myself have been able to witness what a jail cell and what the inmates look like. There's not much to say about them besides the fact that they are all about feeling. Seeing them in the cell shows nothing but them being upset and very mopey. For this ethnography I feel like going to see more inmates might not give me enough room to explain different points of their daily lives and better yet their stories. Thinking more and more about different environments for my theme, I thought about maybe the people that work with criminal justice as their job for example police officers, detectives, etc. Observing police officers in my city of Westport, not much goes on at one time. Therefore I would definitely need to observe a place much more exciting where there is a lot more stuff going on that I could capture and write about. In Fall River, exciting criminal stories are almost always happening every hour of the day. Actually being with a police officer for the day or even a couple hours would not be easy to do though. They don't let just anyone go in the car with them to enjoy the ride. At this time point, violence is happening throughout many different ages, starting from almost 15 to around 70. Maybe some of them may not be as serious, but a lot of them are entertaining which something that really interests me is. The easiest way for me to be able to observe something like that is to maybe observe of interview the security guards on the BCC campus. They aren't out fighting crimes everyday, but they definitely go through many different calls daily on campus whether it’s from fighting, to getting a ticket. It would also be very entertaining considering the fact that I am almost always on the BCC campus and this is something that most of the students can relate to and get a better point of view on.
For the ethnography, I did get to observe something that goes on in the crime world but not as much as I really wanted to view.  On May 1, 2012 I visited the Westport, MA police station located on Main Road. When I arrived there I talked to one of the dispatchers about what exactly I would be able to witness and watch. She told me basically the only thing I would be able to watch was her and her other dispatcher partner and see what kind of phone calls they get daily. She started to explain to me that during the day is when they mostly get phone calls for senior citizens. Because most senior citizens are living on their own, they usually call because they are lonely and can get attention; basically just someone they can talk to. Because Westport is such a small town, not much goes on. They basic phone calls that they receive are mainly assault and battery, or medical ambulances.  The police officers in Westport are known to drive around aimlessly and pull people over as much as they can because that is basically the only money they are really making.
All in all, I’m glad that I did visit the police station because I did learn a lot about my own town in the end. Except for the fact that I didn’t get to actually see much besides a walk around the police station, I’m glad that I did get to see something.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

memoir


Brooke McKinnon
Holly Pappas
English 101
May 10, 2012
Memoir
Since the day I was born, my life hasn't always been easy or all that it’s cracked up to be. Although I chose criminal justice as my theme, it’s not something I’ve always loved. I chose it for reasons other than just "enjoying" it like other people picking their themes did; I chose it because it’s something that I can relate to as a person and is something that has really changed my life in ways that not most people think. At the age of 22, my father Brendan thought that construction was going to be his gig for the rest of his life like a lot of young 20 year olds do but as he got older; but he thought wrong.
A couple years down the road, he became a police officer in a small town. Since the day that he changed his career, he's never been the same. For the last almost 10 years of my life, I never saw the same fatherly eyes I used to see when I was a little girl. He never used to be angry person from what I remember, but now all I ever see out of him is anger. Being a little girl, I always saw him smiling at me and just staring at me because he knew I was his daughter and I looked just like him. I strongly believe that his is a career that changed his life....and not for the good either. I still hope that to this day maybe he would have played a bigger role in my life and be a better father figure; but it’s too late for him to turn back now. Being an 18 year old girl, I know what it’s like to live without a father and also living without one.
Every girl needs there father and not having one can lead to many different things; pregnancy, depression, alcoholism, etc. At my parents’ age, living without a parent or having your parents separated was extremely rare for many families. So it seems, at this time in the world more and more people are living without parents as we speak. Although it may not be good for them mentally and physically, the world around us is always changing in so many ways.
Having a father in the criminal justice career can sometimes be contradicting. Even though I knew his job was to help out other people in the community and to fight crime, I never thought of him as someone I would call "safe." Being around him as a child, I always felt scared. Usually a little girl like that should see their father as some kind of superhero, but not for me. He always had that way of making me think he was higher than everyone else around him, and the second you ticked him off, it wouldn't be pretty. Growing up, I realized he was not a person I wanted to be around, at all. Being a responsible adult I realized that not being safe around my own father wasn't safe for my life. It sad to think that if didn't go into that field that things might be different, but they're not. Nobody will be able to change who he is sadly.
 Being around 4 or 5 years old, I remember being at my grandmother’s house in my father’s room, and him playing games with me all the time. We would sit there and play Candyland or Monopoly for hours upon hours. Most of the time, he looked like he was having even more fun than I was. The entire time he had a smile on his face. Having a smile on at that age was something he always had. Even though I wasn't what he wanted, he still took the time to make an effort to be with me. Now, since his career change, I rarely ever see a smile on his face. It’s sad to say but I only think of him smiling in pictures. I would hate to be the person he is today which is why staying away from him is what is best for me. It will help out my life in the future to try to be everything he isn’t. At the time being little I never thought about things changing. To this day, I wish I took that day for granted and was more thankful for the person he used to be. Being so little, that would never be possible.  

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Rheotircal Essay

For my rhetorical assignment I choose my picture to be about the gun silencers. These weapons are become a very big deal at this point because gradually more and more murders will start to come about because its so easy to get away with. For my theme I chose criminal justice because it is something that interests me. When i'm at home watching tv, i love to watch about different court cases and what goes on in the interrogation rooms at the police departments. Gun silencers however, will gradually have a huge impact on our society. Years ago, any gun would make such a loud noise that you could hear them from miles away. At our time now, you can shoot a gun with a silencer on it, and not even hear it from the next house over. I believe that whoever thought this was a good idea made a lot of money off of this product, but i also believe that it should most definitely be illegal. My father being a detective, he also believe that gun silencers should also be illegal. Since these weapons are fairly new to the market, not many people have them. But as they grow and grow they can be extremely dangerous to our enviornment and society.